Stinky Tinky

Being Sick

2011-12-09T00:42:00.004-07:00

Warning this may be graphic- but I want to document what being sick has done to my life.

Today I ran into someone who told me I don't look sick. I thought it was really rude- I wanted to say so much- but I just smiled and said thank you- then on the drive home I thought about what my illness has done to my life.

How dare this person- and maybe they were just not thinking but they do not know what I have lived with:

I have throw up in planters at the Mall when I suddenly feel sick shopping for school clothes.

I have thrown up in barf bags on the plane while sitting in the middle seat and had to en dour the embarrassment of the other passengers knowing what was happening and trying so hard to be quiet and keep the smell contained.

I have thrown up in trash cans- too many to count- sometimes at my children's school because it comes on so fast. Trying so hard to not let anyone know because I do not want to embarrass the kids.

I carry barf bags in my car and purse- just in case.

I have been to the Dr. and the ER more than 100 times- sometimes I get Dr.'s and nurses that treat me like a drug addict, when all I want is for the pain and cramping to stop- and the puking to just end.

I have had to ask friends, and loved ones to dump my bile puke bucket because sometimes I just can't get out of bed to do it myself, and I can fill them up so fast- puking every 2-3 minutes for 12-14 hours- even though I eat or drink nothing.

I have had so many nurses "miss" when giving me an IV- just adding more discomfort to an already horrible situation.

I have had to hear the disappointment in my kids voices when they come home and see that Mom is sick "again."

I buy special puke buckets from the Dollar Store- just to have containers to puke in.

I have been to so many Dr.'s and specialists- getting my homes up, trying new drugs and treatments, only to have it not work.

I have had vacations ruined because I got sick and had to go to the Er. I have to know where the nearest ER is when I go places.

I have been alone and had my sickness start up- and laid on the floor of bathrooms, airports, stores, just not caring and wanting to die.

I have had to ask strangers and friends to give me rides to and from the ER- nothing like puking in the car in front of someone.

I have had to drive home from places so sick that I had no business driving, sometimes pulling over for hours- finding a deserted parking lot where no one will call the police on me.

I have lost jobs because I had to call in sick so much. I have lost friends because they do not understand- hell I do not understand.

I have had to cancel Christmas Eve dinners and Thanksgiving dinners because I am not well enough to cook.

I have had to hire people to help me take care of my dogs because I just can't feed and water and clean the kennels.

I have thought about suicide, because no one should have to live like this.

I am terrified 24 hours a day that I will get sick- every pang in my stomach causes me concern- is this an episode?

Yes, when I am well I am well and I can get things done- I try to make up for the times when I am bedridden. I try to be the Mom I want to be all the time- so you might see me and think I don't look sick- but remember you have not walked a step in my shoes.

I am heading to the dark side

2011-12-07T23:08:00.001-07:00

I think I am going to hang up the old PC- I have 3% disk space available, I am so sick of it being slow- it frustrates me. I enjoy immediate gratification!

My Dad is talking me into an I-Mac- anyone out there have any advice? I know there will be a learning curve- the last Mac I used was the Apple II-E- stop laughing!

I hate computers, but they are a necessary evil!

Chrsitmas Pictures

2011-11-30T21:42:00.007-07:00

Christmas pictures are always fun- with dogs and kids- but this year was worse- finding someone to take them, and getting everyone together all at the same time. I really wanted a family picture since Bryce will be in the Navy in June and who knows when he will be around for a Christmas picture! Jen had 30 mins before work, Bryce had to leave work to meet us, Taya had just finished dance class 10 mins before, Trey had basketball in 30 mins, Toby and Dylan had wrestling- so we had to squeeze it in- then everyone had their moments of being crazy in different pictures- this is what I got....

Dogs are not cooperating

Look at Trey! Toby's eyes are closed.

Trey and Taya are killing me

Taya was striking a pose

Still being a Diva

Toby is in prayer....

Trey- AGAIN!

So did we get any winners you ask? Here they are!

I wish we were closer together- but I will take it- I stole the cardboard idea from the Alessi family- love it! This one will go to special friends and I put it on our website.

This will be the main card that will go to most folks.

Glad this is done!

Viva Las Vegas!

2011-11-30T19:39:00.010-07:00

Jen and I were able to get away for a few days, no kids and go to Vegas. It was our belated Birthday gift to each other. It came at a good time because she goes back to working nights this week, and I do not do well with her being gone at night- I admit, I am a big baby!

I love her!

I can't tell you what she had to do to win these beads!

We saw Barry Manilow- I love him. I tell the kids he is their donor! :)

Weird ice people put on a show for Christmas- Jordan Sparks sang too.

Jen being a goof at one of the hotels.

Of course we had to see the fountain show

and Freemont Street

Then we went to this amazing bakery. This cake was $2850

Look at these desserts- we had to try a few....

Jen had this cheesecake and she said it was wonderful

We saw a drag show- this is a guy!

This was the show host- not Jen- they guy in red!

Jen posed with Bette

and in Vegas fashion we saw weird stuff too!

Did I mention that I saw Barry? Oh I love him- I love going to see him!

Happy Thanksgiving!

2011-11-25T00:51:00.002-07:00

"Give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus."
-1 Thessalonians 5:18

I am thankful that I am a part of this great family.

I am thankful that God trusted me to care for them!

I am thankful that my Family loves me back just as much as I love them.

I am thankful for everything being a Mom has taught me, that I otherwise would have never learned.

I am thankful for every single second that I am not sick, and for the Dr.'s who seemed to have found my problem, operated, and gave me my life back- words cannot tell you how many times I think of them and are grateful on a daily basis!

I am thankful for my Spouse- the best Spouse a girl could ask for and the unconditional love she gives me is priceless. Period.

I am thankful for having a successful business that allows me to be home with the kids most of the time.

I am thankful for the special people that God sends to me- the people who have made my life 100% better just by being in it.

I am thankful for my friends- new and old- who have been there for me no matter what.

I am thankful that God sent his son to die on a cross- to save us from our sins, so that we can have eternal life with Him.

I am thankful for the faith that I believe in, for it helps me to better cope in my situation.

I am thankful for a roof over my head, food to eat, clothes to wear, and all of the frivolous things that I don't need, but have been blessed with anyway.

I have never felt more blessed.

Happy Thanksgiving!

Happy Birthday Twins!

2011-11-23T23:05:00.005-07:00

I am not sure how it happened- it was just yesterday that I had a ultra sound and they told me there were two of you- but don't tell anyone yet because they may not stick. Now you are 12 and you have been so much fun! I am so lucky to be your Mom and to get to share your lives with you. I love you Trey and Dylan- Happy 12th Birthday!

My Senior

2011-11-16T21:12:00.003-07:00

I have put off doing Bryce's Senior yearbook page until of course the night before it was due. I had 600 characters- that is hard. This is what I wrote:

Bryce Jordan Mezney

When we look at you, we hope we see what the world sees. We see the Heart and soul of the man we've taught you to be, combined with the man you've decided to become. The result is a fabulous combination of a heart as big as Texas, a wonderful sense of humor, love, competiveness, sportsmanship, a great work ethic, and to Taya a brother who "hung the moon."

We are so proud of you and wish you all the joy that you have brought into our lives! Good luck in the Navy and in life.The world is at your feet now, the doors of opportunity welcome you. Enter boldly but carefully.

Love, Mom & Jen

Which one of these is not like the other?

2011-11-15T04:33:00.002-07:00

We had a funny litter born the other day- poor little dark girl- we thought she was just wet, so we rubbed her raw trying to get her dry. It is a recessive gene throwback- but she is so stinking cute.

I am curious to see if she is picked first or last- there are only 2 girls.

Halloween fun!

2011-11-02T21:48:00.005-06:00

Halloween is my favorite holiday. When we lived in the city- I was "That house" that had all the crazy decorations- we would have a Haunted House in our garage and we spend hundreds of dollars every year on decorations.

When we moved to the country- we tried to decorate those first few years- but the wind is stronger here-a lot stronger- and well it just did not work out so well- I still have the decorations- just not quite able to part with them.

The last few Halloweens have been hard- Jen was in PA for training a couple of Halloween's ago- and most of the time she is working and I have to do the parties and Trick or Treating alone with the kids- but this year- all was right with the Universe and she was able to join the festivities. She was able to come to Taya's party for about 20 mins. I dropped of cupcakes and juice for the twins and Toby would not let me within 100 yards of his school- he is at that age ya know!

Taya was Snow White- she is going to marry Snow White one day so she can live in a castle- so is it weird that she is dressing up as her future spouse?

Dylan did not dress up and Trey wore a mask-lol

I hope everyone else had a great Halloween!

Trey showing off the amazing job he did on the hole at the top of the pumpkin- way to go Trey- I see a bright future for you!

Dylan showing his stem- Taya wanted nothing to do with this project- she was cold and done about 5 mins into it.

Dylan with his creation- prob not a future in pumpkin carving for this kid- sharp objects are just better left alone by him.

Jen and I with Taya- you can't tell but I have my freaky contacts in.

Snow White- she is a cutie!

Punkin Patch!

2011-10-30T23:50:00.003-06:00

We went to the pumpkin patch a few times this season- once with Taya's class, then Jen wanted to go, and then we though the Twins' were old enough for their first haunted corn maze! Dylan was not ready- he was so scared! So, we decided to wait another year before taking them to the Haunted Houses in Denver. Jen and I love Haunted Houses! We took Bryce and Toby instead and had so much fun with them being scared. I love making lasting memories- they may not be typical family memories- but they will last! :)

Dylan with a few of his buddies before the maze!

Toby does not let me post pictures of him on Facebook anymore- but he did not say anything about my blog! :) I can still get him to do embarrassing stuff- like get in the kiddy train!

Taya and Jen- so cute!

The duck races- I think Trey won every time!

Taya, Trey, and his best friend Garrett- who Taya has a crush on currently!

Homecoming 2011

2011-10-24T22:08:00.003-06:00

Bryce and Megan went to Homecoming. The next day he broke up with her- she was in her second year of colledge and he is a Senior in HS and wants to have a fun Senior year. It is bittersweet. The dance must not have been that fun because Bryce was home by 10:30 p.m.

Jen holding a you tube video for Bryce on how to tie a tie!

Bryce putting on Megan's flowers

Megan putting on Bryce's flowers

Before the dance

Cheering Up!

2011-09-15T07:37:00.002-06:00

A good way to clear my head is to scrapbook- so I made some of these cute thank you cards yesterday. Then I had this great or dumb idea to make them for all the kid's teachers and give them to them for teacher appreciation in the spring- with a gift card for coffee. I know spring seems a long way off- but I think I need to make about 30 of them, so I might as well get it finished now.

Then in case that was not enough- I dreamt about making Birthday cards. Ugh- really? So now I am thinking I will make a bunch of Birthday cards, so I already have them made up in advance.

Today I went to a dark place....

2011-09-13T21:37:00.003-06:00

Today I woke up with really bad stomach cramps. I tried tol ay down and took some Tylenol but they were getting worse and I lost it. I was so scared that I would have another episode- so scared that the surgery and the weeks in the hospital last month were for nothing. The pain was very similar to what would happen before an episode. I was trying my bed to hide it and thinking of all the things I needed to get done today- just bawling my eyes out on the patio- playing the same tapes...why me. I finally decided that if it was an episode that I would end my life- that my family and kids would be better off spending my insurance money and I would be out of pain.

I prayed, and cried, and whines, and did all the childish things I could do. Then tried to go about my day- things still needed to get done. Jen wanted to go buy a new car we had been looking at- and slowly, so very slowly my cramping began to ease. I am forever grateful for that- but still scared to death for the next time.

any ideas?

2011-09-05T00:04:00.002-06:00

OK my friends- this is what happens in front of our barn every time we get heavy rain fall- it is the lowest point of our property. Inside that barn is where our dogs live, and I have to walk through that lake to feed and water them not to mention they get soaked if they go outside- any ideas to drain this nightmare? I have called plumbers and they have nothing for me. At the deepest point I would guess the water is about 6 inches. Behind the barn is a road- so maybe it could be sucked onto the road- although I am not sure the city would appreciate it. :)

Michael Jackson plays football...

2011-09-04T06:23:00.005-06:00

So, in case you have not figured it out yet- with 4 boys in football we will have lots of football posts this fall.

Bryce is a Senior this year, still hard for me to believe and he had his first game- they lost but at least they scored 2 touchdowns- more than they scored the entire season last year.

Bryce is number 47- and for some unknown reason, I guess they are cool, he has decided to wear white Michael Jackson gloves while playing. I do appreciate it though because sometimes, OK most times, I can't see his number 47, but the gloves- I can see!

I was happy to get a few action shots of him because last year due to his grades he did not play in many games- so I gotta get pictures when I can. (wink, wink)

Now if he starts to turn into an albino, I will be worried.

That is my son, with his arms around the little man with the ball- taking him down!

These are the type of pictures I have the most of- Bryce standing there.

Dance Diva-NOT!

2011-08-31T22:44:00.002-06:00

I am afraid that my poor daughter has inherited my two left feet- the poor child just does not get dance- when the group is going left- she is twirling to the beat of her own drum to the right and in a different outfit, another stage, another planet, and just not with the group.

This is year three in dance- we have tried tap, ballet, jazz, and now hip hop. I feel for the child- but we love her teacher and we really want her to be in some activity so we will stick it out for a few more years- besides we get great recital pictures like this of her:

and in the picture- she looks like a dance diva and that is all that really matters right?

Perhaps, I am not American....

2011-08-31T03:11:00.002-06:00

because I think I am the only person in the US who does not enjoy, nor understand football. I know, I know it is crazy. I have 4 sons who play and I just don't get it try as I might. There are too many rules and positions and it is complicated and dumb. I love baseball- but football not so much. I also hate to be cold and football is played, at least part of the season in the snow!

Football has started this week, and we went to Toby's first game yesterday- he is number 32. It looks painful, and taking pictures is difficult when I can't follow the stupid ball- the fakes outs get me every time. Last year he was a running back and made a lot of touch downs- this I know. Now this year he is bigger, in 8th grade he is 5'11" and 175 pounds, and a size 15 wide shoe- I know this is big so he is a full back- which I guess does not make touchdowns because he is bigger and can't run as fast.

Then I guess he plays another position on offense or defense- which I told my parents was point guard and they informed me this was the wrong sport- so I had to ask Toby again what position it was and it is nose guard, OK stupid name- still not really sure what that does but at least I know the position name.

I have had people try to explain the game to me- but I just don't think my brain has room for the information- I am slowly getting some of it though- like I know when our team is running with the ball to cheer- but I just have to admit, I will never be a football fan.

Pictures from the first game below- can't give you any comments because I know not what I do....

This picture however looks like he is trying to choke out some much smaller child and I am just not sure that is very nice.

Now the baby!

2011-08-26T00:21:00.008-06:00

So, the Princess started Kindergarten. She had a full week off from when her brothers started. She was very excited and I did not even cry, perhaps because I have done it 5 times, or that she went to Pre school for two years, or that I am so looking forward to some much needed free time- but for whatever reason I was just as happy as she was on the first day!

She loves her backpack and now wants a lunch box.

I think Jen was more emotional then I was, even took the whole morning off from work

She looks so grown up getting her breakfast tray and all

In front of her new class. Mrs. Miller is her teacher, Dylan had her in third grade and we sure love her.

Finally to her desk to color.

I love you baby girl- enjoy school and Mama will miss you and have more energy for you after school. Stop growing up so fast my little darling.

School 2011

2011-08-24T23:50:00.008-06:00

First day back at school for the boys. While I would like more time with them, I also know they missed their friends and routine.

Bryce is 17 and a Senior. Still not able to drive because I am the mean mom and require "C" grades or better. He hates me I am sure. The day after school started I had his wisdom teeth pulled.

This is Toby. He is 13 and in the 8th grade. He has all GT classes and is already playing football with his team.

This is crazy Trey. He is 11 and in the 6th grade- this child was blessed with get sporting ability and he is quite the ladies man!

Dylan, also 11 and in the 6th grade- he is a love bug- playing football, wrestling, baseball and whatever else sounds fun.

Not sure where all the time went- they are growing up so fast!

Puppies, puppies, and more puppies!

2011-08-24T10:28:00.005-06:00

Because we just do not have enough to do around here- we decided to try home artificial insemination- WHAT? yes, you read that right. You see, we have a male who is just too tired to "do it"- he looks at us like- really? You want me to chase her around and get stuck with her for 20 min? I think not. We have had many missed breeding's with him because he is a lazy SOB- (oh did I say that out loud?). So Jen did an Internet search and found out how to collect a sample on You Tube- you can find anything on there. We used a zip lock bag and inseminated a female twice- and look what we made:

Oh my aren't they beautiful? A litter of 10- split exactly 5 girls and 5 boys. So excited that we were able to do this!

Well then we had 6 more females come into heat- because dogs are just like woman and they cycle together- so not sure if this would work we bred 2 females. Litter one was due on August 17th, litter 2 was due Aug 26th, and litter three August 28th- nicely spaced apart and life was go- so we wait. All three ladies took and the babies grew. The AI litter was the one due in the middle on the 26th.

So, litter one has been holding her puppies and not delivering- it happens sometimes- but yesterday on the 23rd- AI litter decides to come early- ok I got this- thus the 10 beauties above.

Finished cleaning all that mess up- when the late litter decides it is time to come- see below- she had 6 pups 4 girls and two boys.

OK, we are good- I walk into my bathroom and I hear babies crying- so I go to check on the 10 from litter one- when I see the female due on the 28th has just dropped a pup- seriously? is this happening 3 litters in one day? OK, no time to think, here we go- she had 9 pups- 7 boys and 2 girls!

So, now I have 25 newborn babies to take care of- CRAZY! The good news is that 17 of them are already sold- but I may be bald in 8 weeks.

Thankful for my blessings, and all in all I was in the mode so delivering one right after the other wasn't so bad- at least they were all not birthing at one because I would not have been able to do that. We have to help deliver each puppy, cut the cords, dry them off etc. so it is a lot of work.

Now that all the kids are in school, I needed something to do right?

lovin the water

2011-08-01T23:47:00.005-06:00

Jen took the boys up to camp and Taya wanted to go-an 8 hour car ride is hard on a little girl so Jen stopped to play a little- they enjoyed getting their toes wet Love these girls.

This child loves the water

Oh, and Jen bought her a toilet candy- really? Like Dip a stick- you put the powder in the bowl and dip the sucker in the powder- a sick person thought of this and en even sicker person let her daughter buy it!

Please let this be the answer....

2011-07-18T18:54:00.003-06:00

Well, it happened again. Monday I started getting sick. I held on for the day but Tuesday was in the ER for fluid and pain medication. Came home, and had to go back after the medication wore off because I could not stop throwing up. This time I got the "dick" Dr.- you know the one that knows everything? He wanted to do a CT scan- I refused- I have had so many and they never show anything.... so he medicated me and sent me home again. A few hours later I was wanting to die again, so I called my Dr. who said to go back to the ER. Really? Can't someone just help me?

Back to the ER we went- with the same DR. on shift. I knew they were going to admit me this time- because my Dr. had said so- but he insisted on a CT scan and said my white blood count was like 30,000- I guess this is bad. I just wanted meds- to stop throwing up- I mean really when you have three emission basins going at the same time- there is a problem right?

Got the CT scan and he said there was a small bowl obstruction- he would call a surgeon and admit me. Off I went to my new room. It was about 10:30 p.m. by now. Jen went home to get the kids settled in, and take Taya to her parents. The next thing I know the surgeon is in my room. He can't believe that I am functioning- hello I have been doing this for almost 6 years now remember? He says he has no clue what to do with me but he really wants to open me up and take a look- that is "fun" to him. This scares the pants off me. We live in a small town, not a big hospital, this guy is new in town, and my nurse friend has told me not to let him touch me, and he thinks it will be "fun" to cut me open. He says that he wants to talk to some more experienced surgeons tomorrow to figure out what to do with me and that he will make me comfortable through the night. Great- we have a plan.

A few hours goes by and the meds wear off.... OK I am in a hospital, it should be easy to get meds right? Nope- the new surgeon, who is not my Dr. of record, is in charge and he has decided that I have had enough nausea medication for the night. It is midnight and I am puking bile about every 30 seconds- I am not exaggerating- he says I can have Benadryl and more nausea meds at 6 a.m. Do you know how many times I can throw up between midnight and 6 am? MILLIONS! and Benadryl? Really? Isn't that for allergies? I, needless to say have a horrific night. Thinking about it now, with a clear head, I should have discharged myself and go to a bigger hospital, but I was so sick I hated to move.

The next morning, Mr. Surgery is in my room, waiting for calls back from other Dr.'s. He gives me some meds- so I am OK for a few hours. He is fine to give me pains meds every hour- that I don't want- but nothing for nausea. he did offer to have the nurse put an NG tube in my nose to drain the bile, but she told me she had never done one and was not for sure how far to insert it- so Jen told her no way! I talk to Mr. Surgery about a stomach Dr. that I had gone to before that was supposed to be really good, although he also was not very sympathetic about my throwing up a few years ago.

Finally, he comes back to my room at noon. He has talked with three surgeons about me, including the one I gave him the name of in Greeley, all of them want to see me. I have a bad taste in my mouth for the surgeon in Greeley, because he used to be a real Righteous surgeon, knew he was really good, and like I said, not very helpful when I went to go see him, but Mr. Surgery tells me to consider giving him a second chance, I say a prayer, and decide to follow that path. Once I give the go ahead things get rolling. I am taken by ambulance to Greeley- about an hour drive. Mr. Surgery will not give me any more meds- so I blessed the back of the ambulance with my puke most of the way! (As a side note, the ambulance was a Suburban converted, so the top of the car was inches from my face, I now know what it is like to ride in a hearse).

I am told I will go to a room in Greeley and see Dr. Asshole in the morning. It is about 6 pm when I arrive, so I expect another bad night. We get out of the ambulance and things are moving quick. They take me right to the surgery area- not to my room. They are pushing and pulling, and having me sign things, and I guess I am going right into surgery. Dr. Asshole comes in, tells me I should have taken care of this years ago? Hello, I did come see you remember? He looks at my CT scan and tells me he will stick a camera in my belly and see what is going on. They say 10 mins until surgery- they have called in a team of 12 people, and my only thought is 10 more minutes until I am out of pain- bring on the gas mask!

They wheeled me into the OR, after a pregnancy test of course-lol, and I tell them I am gonna puke- they say it is nerves- I tell them nope- they have nothing for me to puke into- so they hand me a blue towel as I begin to lose my cookies- if you have ever thrown up in a towel it is pretty gross. Next thing I know a tube is going down my nose- I hear the nurse say something about Dr. Asshole asking for that after I was asleep, but the Anesthesiologist says nope, I am getting it now. I hear later that they got 1800 cc's of bile from my stomach with that first tube- I told everyone I was nauseated! Finally I get the gas mask- I have never taken such deep breaths to take me out of this pain!

A few hours later, I am out of surgery- I have pain, but it is a different kind of pain, a familiar pain that I know is OK- a pain that will heal. I find out what was going on. I had a hole in my stomach- so contents were just leaking into my body. I had an 8 inch bowel obstruction that they cleared, and a hernia. My bowel had someone slipped through the hole in my stomach and pinched off like a balloon- so waste was just baking up. Dr. Asshole was able to fix it all. I sleep well, for the first time in days.

I see Dr. Asshole the next day, he is actually a little nicer. I guess he pulled my chart and saw that maybe he dropped the ball on me a few years ago. He does not come out and say it- but he shows it. He shakes my hand and says he feels like he has fixed my problem of the last few years- PRAISE GOD! I spend 5 days in the hospital- I have a huge 10 inch incision in my stomach and a million staples- but I will take it if it solves my health problems.

I got out of the hospital today. I am feeling better and getting stronger everyday. Please God, let this be a new beginning for me.

Fourth of July 2011

2011-07-10T21:04:00.002-06:00

We had an amazing Fourth! Started the day with the parade, which is always fun to see folks that we have not seen in awhile. The kids enjoy getting wet by the fire trucks. For a small town- it is an enjoyable parade.

We had a BBQ afterwards with 60-70 people. We got a jump house for the kids and at one point I counted 26 kids in the pool! It was an enjoyable day with great weather.

Fireworks were awesome, it was bittersweet for me- because next year Bryce will be at boot camp- that will be so weird.

Hope everyone else had a nice fourth!

Toby is at that age where he hates his picture taken, but I got him in the background! Dylan, Taya and her friends.

Why? That is all I have to say.....

Trey is huge next to his friends and brother. Never misses an opportunity to take off his shirt!

My love!!!!

Arianna, my Grand baby- isn't she cute?

Dance, Dance, Dance

2011-07-07T17:01:00.003-06:00

Taya had her dance recital-this child does not always want to go to dance class- but she loves the big stage. She does not always get it- sometimes her friends are going left and she is going right-but she seems to enjoy it and that is what matters!

We started the 2011 baseball season well....

2011-07-05T21:36:00.006-06:00

Trey was having a great time playing baseball- he catches most of the time, but sometimes plays first base. He understands the game and is always thinking two plays ahead.

The child can not stand to be on base- he steals all of the time and never gets caught- he gives me a heart attack sometimes- but he loves to steal!

Then about 6 games in he broke his thumb catching. The pitcher did not cover the plate- so he dove to get the kid out and the bent the tip of his thumb backwards. He would not leave the game- even though this was the first inning- he stayed to watch his team play.

He had a total of 6 casts- purple and pink-it helps that one of his coaches was also his Otho Dr.- However, the kid loves baseball- it is in his blood and he kept playing- his swing changed some, but he still hit home runs. His team lost any game he did not play in- not saying he was the reason- just saying that he is a leader and he loves the game.

He never lost his fun attitude- he would get frustrated sometimes because he wanted to do more with his hand. He wanted his cast off earlier than the Dr. would agree to take it off.

One game he got kicked out half way through because the other team told the Ump that he could not play with his cast on- so per the rules- the next game we wrapped 1 inch of carpet pad and bubble wrap around his cast and he had a club- do you think that stopped this kid?

No way! It made him more determined to play better and show everyone that he could play, and play well, with a huge club arm. I told you this kid loved the game! Here he is on first base with the club- not in the outfield- but right in the heart of the action!

He enjoyed the games where he "just" had to wear a cast because no one said anything to the Umps. He gets intentionally walked a lot- and I have to say, not just as his Mom, he is good-he is a great catcher, and I really enjoy watching him play. He is stubborn and determined. Most kids would have just sat out the rest of the season- but not Trey- he is not capable of giving up. I am excited to see what his future holds! I sure love you my baseball boy!

Were in the Army Now!

2011-07-03T22:27:00.004-06:00

OK, so not the Army- but I didn't know a Navy slogan-Bryce joined the Navy! He was sworn in this week. How is it even possible that my first born is in the Navy? He was just born.

It is a dream of his that he has always talked about- and now that he is a Senior he was able to do it. He passed all the tests and his physical and he signed up for 8 years! He will ship out on June 26, 2012.

We are so very proud of him, it was a very emotional day for Jen and I- to sign over custody of him to the Government- but he is so happy.

RIP Beth

2011-07-02T21:11:00.002-06:00

I am sure folks think I am crazy but I am so sad that Beth, our Emu passed away today. We got her as a 4 week old chick and she was the best bird. How many times can a person say they have pet an Emu?

I really wish I knew what happened to her- but something attacked her about 10 days ago and really tore her up- we found blood and feathers far away from where she lives- she survived the attack and had made it this far so I was hopeful- but she lost the fight.

Emu females make the most amazing drumming sound from their chest- it was so nice to be doing farm chores and just listen to her drumming away- knowing she was happy and content. She would just watch, and pace back and forth while I would be watering, or feeding the other animals- always present on our farm.

She was a beautiful bird, so curious and amazing- RIP Beth- I will sure miss you!

I am a loser

2011-06-21T21:08:00.007-06:00

OK, go ahead and say it- "Kate is a big loser!"- there- do you feel better? I do. So the 30 day blog challenge stressed me out and I was not getting it done, so I stopped blogging because I forgot where I was and what I still needed to do- so tonight I decided to just scrap the whole thing. I failed at the challenge- stupid to let something like that stress you out huh? That is me- I worry about stupid stuff- stuff that no one else would even notice- like we broke a kitchen chair- so one chair has been missing- drove me crazy- Jen never even noticed! I worry and stress and have dreams about stupid stuff- like my blog- so now I have a clean slate.

We have been so busy and I need to catch up, but I really hate it when people post 75 blogs in a day- so I am not going to do that- but I will catch you up over the next week or so.

For now- to be neutral I am going to post some pictures of a few of our dogs- mostly because I was updating the website and I had the pictures handy. I have 5 females in heat so I have been really busy and I even learned a new trait- I can now artificially inseminate my dogs on my own- I know TMI- but I am excited about being able to do this- I have gotten rid of many a dog that I loved because it would not breed! So now, I will not have to!

I sure hope everyone has been enjoying summer- we have been busy with baseball, Trey broke his thumb, Toby, Dylan, and Bryce just finished wrestling, and Taya was beautiful in her dance recital! More to come.

This is Nui- her Mom is one I had to get rid of because she would not breed!

This i lo- she is a butch female! She was imported from Hungary!

This is my baby Leihua- imported from Russia- she hated people when we got her.

This is Luakele- we just got her from a breeder who did not like her.

This is Da Kine- isn't he a stud! He was imported from Russia and is so handsome!

Ok, these are a few of our beauties that I had to share!

30 day Blog Challenge

2011-04-28T00:39:00.002-06:00

Day #14- a picture you love....

Kids and dogs- really what is better than that? I love my family so much and I love living in the country with all our animals.

Struggling...

2011-04-28T00:34:00.003-06:00

Some days parenting really sucks. I am going through one of those periods of hard parenting- I just want to get off this ride somedays. I know I will make it through the other side- but tonight- it does not feel like it.

On a side note- there is an 18 year old kid in our town that was driving and drinking and he hit an 80 year old woman and killed her. I am certainly not condoning drinking and driving, but I am so sad for him- for both famlies. He is 18 years old and his life is over- he has got to be so scared in jail. The woman's family is also grieving- just a tragic situation all the way around.

Sometimes life deals us hard lessons....trying to enjoy and appreciate what I have- even when I am struggling.

Happy Easter 2011!

2011-04-25T22:47:00.003-06:00

I know I am late- but better late than never. Happy Easter everyone. We had a great morning- opened baskets and presents, dyed eggs- I know this is a little late- but we are so busy this was the only time we had time and everyone was home with no sports!

Then we had an Easter Egg hunt- and turkey dinner. It was a nice holiday with just our family. Here are some pictures.

Taya- being a goof

It was pretty cold before the egg hunt- The extra kids are friends

Dying eggs

Dylan with his basket

Taya and Trey- so sweet!

30 Days of Blogging catch up

2011-04-25T22:40:00.003-06:00

OK I have fallen behind- imagine that! So I am doing 3 days today!

Day 11- Favorite TV shows:

I like the gory stuff:
CSI- all of them
Criminal Minds
Without A Trace

I also like :
Judge Judy
Survivor
Amazing Race

I only watch shows that I have recorded- I can't stand commercials and I have no patience for them.

Day #12- What you believe

OK, this could mean a lot of things- like Religion or what? I am going to go with what I know to be true- I will die before Jen will- I know this will be true. Don't ask me how- it is just something I am sure of.

Day #13- Goals

To catch up on the kids scrapbook albums
To be a great Mom and Spouse
To have grass in my yard
To go to NYC
To have all my kids Graduate from High School

OK, so I know I cheated by doing three days in 1- but I had to catch up- it was weighing on me!

30 day blog challege Day #10

2011-04-21T17:24:00.002-06:00

What scares you....

I thought this was an appropriate picture. What I am afraid of is my disease- Cyclical Vomiting Syndrome- in case you don't know what it is- here ya go:

What is cyclic vomiting syndrome (CVS)?
CVS is characterized by episodes or cycles of severe nausea and vomiting that last for hours, or even days, that alternate with intervals with no symptoms.

Episodes can be so severe that a person has to stay in bed for days, unable to go to school or work. The exact number of people with CVS is unknown, but medical researchers believe more people may have the disorder than commonly thought. Because other more common diseases and disorders also cause cycles of vomiting, many people with CVS are initially misdiagnosed until other disorders can be ruled out. CVS can be disruptive and frightening not just to people who have it but to family members as well.

The Four Phases of CVS

CVS has four phases:

Symptom-free interval phase
This phase is the period between episodes when no symptoms are present.

Prodrome phase
This phase signals that an episode of nausea and vomiting is about to begin. Often marked by nausea —with or without abdominal pain—this phase can last from just a few minutes to several hours.

Vomiting phase
This phase consists of nausea and vomiting; an inability to eat, drink, or take medicines without vomiting; paleness; drowsiness; and exhaustion.

Recovery phase
This phase begins when the nausea and vomiting stop. Healthy color, appetite, and energy return.

That is what I fear the most- when I know an episode is coming on-I know I will be in bed again for days. I start to panic because there is nothing can do to stop it- I know I will end up in the ER needing fluids, and pain and nausea medication, where people will watch me puke- that is so embarrassing.

I know the kids will have to know their Mom is sick, that Jen will freak out and worry. I fear this disease more than death. More than anything. I hate it.

30 day blog challege Day #9

2011-04-20T21:42:00.002-06:00

A picture of your friends....OK really? How do you do this? I have lots of friends- some I camp with, some I do kids sports with, some I do church stuff with, some I do school PTO stuff with, some who think they are my BFF, and some that really are :)- so instead of hurting any ones feelings because I left them out- I am just going to say that I am thankful for the many, many great friends that I have in my life that I have been blessed with.

On a side note, I am thinking about my friend Tammy tonight- and so sorry for her loss- she had two embryo's transferred and the did not stay. Hugs for Tammy.

Happy Birthday Bryce!

2011-04-19T23:04:00.002-06:00

Today, 17 years ago, all of my dreams came true. I wanted to be a Mom my whole life and on this day, my Bryce Jordan was born!

He was three weeks late- it was not like we miscalculated or anything- so it was so hard to let the days pass, and not meet him. It was like Christmas but with no presents.

I was induced and 56- yes I said 56 hours later- Bryce was born. It was the most emotional thing- he was perfect. I remember how warm he was when they laid him on my tummy.

I was such an emotional Mama Bear from day one- not sure where all that comes from- but it was overwhelming to love someone so much.

He was my first, we struggled through it together, nursing, diaper blow outs, no sleep- but it was an amazing journey that I would never trade for a minute.

17 years later- I still enjoy being with this kid. He has changed so much, his body is turning into a young man- and this Mom still sees her baby who needs help with his Pokemon Cards, and learning to swim.

I love you Bryce, I love being with you, talking to you, laughing with you, listening to your ideas and thoughts. I am anxious to see the man you will become. Thank you for sharing this journey with me that only you could.

Happy 17Th Birthday- my First Born!

30 Day's of Blogging- Day #8

2011-04-18T20:59:00.004-06:00

A place you have visited.....Hawaii! We try to take the kids every year to Hawaii- they have learned so much about snorkeling and scuba, and boogie boarding, and now surfing- it has been so fun watching them grow. Trey and Dylan used to be afraid of the water and would stand and cry on the beach- Taya has always loved it. Here are a few pictures of them growing up on the beaches of Hawaii!

Trey, Dylan and Toby

Dylan, Trey, Toby, and Bryce with our friend Mel

Bryce teaching Trey to catch a wave

Dylan and Trey, crying on the beach

Trey and Dylan- they were so cute!

Family Photo

Toby

Taya's first trip- 2 1/2 months old

We try to do a parrott picture every year

2009

Wow- how Bryce has grown! 2010

Taking a break to complain

2011-04-17T22:23:00.003-06:00

UG! I just want to vent. I am so frustrated- no one cleans up after them selves in my family and I can't do it all. I am going on strike from making dinner until the kids and Jen start picking up after themselves. 1 against 6 is not a fair fight- seriously- they can't even close the pantry after they get something out of it. Bryce tells everyone that I don't work and I don't do anything all day- really? Jen has been asleep for a 6 hour nap- I want a 6 hour nap- while she was asleep- I hauled hay, fed and watered all the animals, mopped the bathroom floor, drove out to the shop and restocked wood pellets, did laundry, gave the puppies their shots, and wrote this blog! I live with pigs! I am not saying I am a neat freak- but really- I just want some help. I am turning into my mother- I remember her ranting about this stuff. Please tell me it will get better or I am first in line for the Kool-Aid! Ok done- but I don't feel any better.

30 Days of Blogging day #7

2011-04-17T18:04:00.002-06:00

Favorite movie- I love horror movies- love, love, love them. I am hard to scare though and I never jump- but I do love them- especially the Saw ones, because they are just so sick and twisted. I am weird though, in that I hate to watch a movie twice- I think it is a waste of time. I hate Cartoons- can not stand to watch them and Disney movies with animals are always going to be sad, so I steer clear of them too!

30 Days of Blogging Day # 6

2011-04-16T20:08:00.002-06:00

A picture of something that makes you happy.... This sums it up- my family, my kids, my wonderful spouse, Hawaii, and dogs! What is better than this?

30 Days of Blogging- My Parents

2011-04-14T18:20:00.005-06:00

My Parents! I had an amazing Mother- her name was Jan. I could go on all day about her. She was always the President of the school PTO- I remember so much about her: Serving lunches when the lunch lady could not Sewing things for myself and her friends Sunbathing in the backyard Decorating my room Driving me to all the places I needed to go Vacations My first cruise The great parties she would throw Making parfait's My first Communion Your cooking Watching TV Going to Church Calling you for a pick me up when I was sad or down Cream of Wheat when I was sick Not saying anything when you knew I was "Borrowing" you car at 14! How excited she was when I was expecting Bryce When she came to visit after Bryce was born and was the first person to lay him in his crib There are the bad memories too: Alcohol, and the embarrassing things that she did when she was drunk Her getting a DUI with all my friends in the car- never lived that one down Doing my homework in bars Burying my Mother too soon because she could not stop drinking I was shorted so many wonderful years with my Mom, my kids with their Nana, and Jen never was able to meet this amazing woman. It is the reason I do not drink. I don't have very many pictures of my Mom- but here is one. I love you Mom. I miss you!

Below is my Dad, Lee and my Step Mom, Toni. They were married when I was in fourth grade. We had a rough go at first- I took my Mom's side, my Dad saw my Mom's true colors and wanted to protect me, I thought Toni was trying to replace my Mom- but over the years things have gotten better. They will never be perfect- I will never be as close to my step Mom as her real son's are- but she has had to put up with a lot over the years, she has stuck it out and I have learned that just because I love and care about her- it does not take away from the love I have for my Mom. Toni is one of the smartest people I have ever known. She is very compassionate and caring and I am glad my Dad married her.

My Dad is a funny guy- he is very loud, and smart, and he was a strict Dad growing up. He is a business man first- when we would get into trouble, he would whip out a contract for us to sign about our behavior, or grades, or whatever the case was. I had different parents- but the three of them formed me into to the mother I am today!

30 Days Blogging Day #5-My Sibling's

2011-04-14T16:15:00.006-06:00

I, like Taya, am the only girl with 4 brothers- however she is much closer to her brothers than I ever was or will be. I have one "real" brother- Bruce- My Dad re-married when I was in the fourth grade a woman named Toni- she had two boys, Ross and Chad, and a step son, David. Technically David is not my brother I guess, but I throw him into that category! David never lived with us- he was someone talked about and I knew who he was but did not really develop a relationship with him until I was an adult. This is David. He lives in IL and has a partner named Kevin. Dave is the President of Central Illinois Alliance for Diversity & Equality- so what that means is- he is out and about in the gay world.. Not sure his ex-wife is real happy about that- but I love him!

This is Ross with my Step Mom- he lives in OR and I am not really sure what he does. Of all of my brothers- we are the most distant and always have been- just never been able to make that connection. Our kids and his kids do not really know each other- and well that I have no clue what he does for a living probably says a lot. I have not seen him in about 6 years.

This is Bruce and his wife Kristin. They live in TX and he is a warehouse manager for Costco. He has the largest store in all of TX! He works too hard and too much- but he is a great guy. I love to spend time with him and his family. We went on a 2 family, motor home vacation last summer and it was so fun!

This is my baby brother Chad, his wife Robyn, and their son PI- he works for Google and lives in San Fransisco! Chad and I were really close growing up and when our parents first got married- he was in fourth grade and I was in sixth. We stay in contact and have visited with each other a few times- but all in all I would have to say I came from a pretty dysfunctional family and I am not really super close with any of my brothers.

Day 3- My First Love

2011-04-12T20:44:00.005-06:00

OK, there is to be no laughing at this post! I mean it. I could lie and write this beautiful post about how I loved my family growing up, or a furry cat I had, or the idea of being a Mom someday- but lets tell the truth- for as long as I can remember I have loved Barry! Barry Manilow that is! I listened to his music growing up- I used to write Kate Manilow on things- I have been to 10 or so of his concerts, where I always cry- I love him! I even tell the boys he is their donor- because when you have a sperm donor- he can be anyone you want him to be! :) It is a long standing joke in our house-but he was my first love. Ok I have taken the first step and admitted I have a problem..... Man, I do love this man! However, Jo always came in a close second!

Blog Day #2- Meaning behind your blog name

2011-04-11T21:22:00.003-06:00

Ok, so this is going to give you a glimpse into how sick and twisted we are. Jen comes from a family that has worked on Oil rigs most of their lives- so they are a bit crass and use a lot of colorful language. Her Dad will say things like- "That Tramp has a stinky pinky" talking about her "downstairs". I had never heard this term and it sure made me laugh. I love Tinkerbell and I could not call my blog Stinky Pinky so I made it Stinky Tinky- sick huh? Funny, but sick.

30 day Blog Challenge

2011-04-10T22:00:00.005-06:00

I have seen this on a few posts- so I decided to do it. Here are the topics for each day: 1: Introduce, recent picture of yourself, 15 interesting facts OK Here goes- My name is Kate McBride. I am 41 years old and I live in Colorado on an old farm. I have 5 children- yes 5- 4 boys and a girl that I just love to pieces. They made me laugh, make my chest burst with pride, they teach me so much and I love being their Mom. I am grateful for the chance. I have an amazing partner that I can not imagine my life without. She is my voice of reason, my shoulder to cry on, my protector in the night, and my lover in the sheets. I love her and she completes me. I raise, sell, show, and breed white golden retrievers. It is a very busy and full time job. I am also the treasurer of two schools, I volunteer with the Domestic Violence office and run the weekly group and and on call one weekend a month for any new intakes. I am on the Policy Council for my daughter's school- and I love to scrapbook. 15 facts about me- here is where you may start nodding off: 1- I like cats more than dogs 2- I love scary movies 3- I love to read books 4- I am a horrible sleeper 5- If I could scrapbook all day, everyday I would 6- I hate sports and all my kids are in them- so I fake it. 7- Fish, tuna, anything that smells like that grosses me out and I want to be very far away from the smell 8-I have a disease that interrupts my life and makes me angry- I think about it all the time- I wish I was "Normal" 9- I do not drink alcohol- just Dr. Pepper and I prefer it over water. 10-I do not use toilet paper- (this is to see if anyone is really reading these) 11-My dog Root Beer- goes everywhere with me- she is always in my car, hotel room, any where I am- she is there also. 12-My favorite color is pink- in fact my keyboard is even pink! 13-I fell and hit my head last summer- and I still have a dent in my skull from it- owee 1 4- I freak out at the sight of blood. If the kids get hurt- they have to take a picture and send it to Jen to see if they need stitches- I just can't do it. Blood in movies does not bother me because it is not real. Real blood- makes me want to puke. 15-I was a foster parent to teenagers- and have some amazing kids in my life because of it. 16- in case you read my trick on on 10- I get motion sick even on swings at the playground! _______________________________________ Ok tomorrow we will move on the the next topic: Day 2: Meaning behind your blog name Day 3: Your first love Day 4: Your parents D ay 5: A song to match your mood Day 6: A picture of something that makes you happy Day 7: Favorite movies Day 8: A place you've traveled to Day 9: A favorite picture of your best friend Day 10: Something you're afraid of Day 11: Favorite tv shows Day 12: Something you don't leave the house without Day 13: Goals Day 14: A picture of you last year - how have you changed? Day 15: Bible verse Day 16: Dream house Day 17: Something you're looking forward to Day 18: Favorite Place to Eat Day 19: Something you miss Day 20: Nicknames Day 21: Favorite Picture of yourself ALL TIME Why? Day 22: What's in your purse? Day 23: Favorite Movie Day 24: Something you've learned Day 25: Put your iPod on shuffle, first 10 songs Day 26: Your Dream Wedding Day 27: Original Photo of the city you live in Day 28: Something that stresses you out Day 29: 3 Wishes Day 30: a picture of yourself this day and 5 good things that happened since you started the challenge

Gushing with Pide!

2011-04-03T22:27:00.004-06:00

We have spent the last two days in Denver with Toby at the State championships. It was a 64 man bracket and a lot of wrestling- but he did great. In one hour he had to wrestle 4 guys- these are the best of the best. He lost one match to the two time state champion kid who is a year older than him and never lost a match. We are so happy with how well he did. Toby on top Toby in Red against the state champion

This one turned sideways- but please notice the guy in purple is pinching Toby's leg behind is knee- cheaters never prosper!!

With his third place medal--that means he is the third best wrestler in the state! Amazing!

The team- out of 18 kids only 3 placed, Toby was third, Chris 4Th and Brian 6Th. Great job to these guys.

Happy Birthday Princess

2011-03-22T22:08:00.010-06:00

I have no idea how this happened? My little tiny daughter, who was just born yesterday is 5 today! I can't believe it. I love you so much, I am so glad to have a daughter and I am certain that my Mother had a hand in picking you as my daughter. May all your dreams come true, you never lose your sense of humor, the magic that you believe in, and the love that you radiate. I love you Moo! Happy Birthday!!!!!!!

Frustrated!

2011-03-10T23:15:00.003-07:00

I know you hear all the time about how life is not fair for gay/lesbian couple- and some of you straight folk get tired of it- but damn I am so frustrated.

I have been covered under Jen's health insurance as a Domestic Partner forever- and believe me- we pay a high price. She left her job in October- so I elected COBRA- OK great- it took months to get it going- in February they finally billed me for 4 months- OK, all is fine and dandy- so I paid an arm and a leg- then just this week they decided that Domestic Partners are not covered under COBRA- so now I have lost my continuation of coverage since November 1st. Had I known this I would have gotten other insurance in November. Now I have a 12 month pre-existing clause- and with my illness- that is so not fair- if I was straight this would never have happened. I am so frustrated and there is nothing I can do.

They are sending me back my premiums- but I would much rather have health insurance. UG!

How did this happen?

2011-03-09T04:25:00.003-07:00

I know you hear all the time about how fast people's kids are growing up- but my baby is going to be 5! Really? Kindergarten is just around the corner- while I am looking forward to having the baby stage behind me, Pre-school out of the way- Kindergarten? Wow.

I think Taya is starting to come out of her shy shell a little bit- she is talking our faces off and won't shut up- but I think she is getting a bit braver with people she does not know. I hope so- she was/is painfully shy.

She is loving Gymnastics- or whonasticks as she calls it. Here she is doing straight arms on the double bars.

She is very conceited- she told Dylan the other day that it was easy to be ugly and hard to be pretty- because he just has to get up and throw clothes on and go to school. She has to get up, brush her hair, put on a pretty dress, and it is just hard. LOL

When leaving the house the other day she stopped at her reflection in the patio door, flipped her hair and said- "I am beautiful!"- where does she get this crap from? Talk about a high self esteem- but at least she makes me laugh.

Speaking of laughing- she thinks she is funny too- she is always competing with Jen- and Jen told her the other day that Jen was really funny in High School and voted Class Clown- and Taya says- "Oh like me?" and Jen says- "well I think I was funnier than you"- and Taya says- "no way, I am the funniest person you know". She kills me.

We are taking Taya and her friend to see Disney Princess's on Ice- we will stay in a hotel the night before so they can swim, have brunch in the morning and then we got front row seats- I sure hope she does not try to take one of the Princess's jobs- since she is no doubt prettier than they are!

Girls, are just so much different than the boys- a fun different- but different.

Happy face at Gymnastics

Concentration

These are her Birthday invitations I made for her Princess party.

Science Fair

2011-03-03T20:37:00.002-07:00

Dylan did the Science fair at his school this year- he worked so hard on it with two of his friends- then the day before it was due the school decided he could not have three people in his group- so he had to hustle butt and modify the project. He did great and got first place- he actually got 1 point more than the other two kids.

Very proud of him.

Look at my handsome guy!

Brag on Toby

2011-03-01T22:23:00.002-07:00

Toby applied and was accepted into the National Jr. Honor Society along with his girlfried Taylor. He is such a good kid- so very proud of him.

I am standing on my tip toes soI can be taller than him- but I can't fake it any longer- he is taller than me at 13!

Toby and Taylor.

Weekend Ativities

2011-02-27T20:46:00.005-07:00

Busy weekend here- Trey had a basketball tournament in Nebraska- he is such a natural athlete. He does those trick shots and he makes them! Jen and I wish he would miss so he was no so cocky about his abilities! He made the winning points for one of the games- but basketball is over now-yeah! They get a whole week off before baseball starts.

Jen makes me laugh- the kids have the same coaches for a lot of sports- these three Dad's. One is a big jerk- he gets thrown out of games for cussing at the officials, he has a horrible kid who is a ball hog and swears like a sailor, and he really rides Trey hard. Now, do not get me wrong- Trey is not perfect- he is an 11 year old boy, who gets an attitude, gets to big for his britches, and sometimes is flippant with his coaches. We address it and take care of it as needed. This one coach was just yelling at Trey,and Jen had had enough- she told him to back off or she was not going to allow Trey to keep playing- that she knows he is the best player they have and if he single handedly ruins Trey's love for sports- he was going to ave her to deal with. The coach kept saying that Trey has so much potential and he just needs a better attitude- she goes on to say that she knows how great he is and he does not respond well to yelling. It was pretty funny to watch- this town just does not quite know what to do with us!

Toby and Dylan had a wrestling meet. Dylan took first and Toby took 4th. Jen took Taya with her- so we split up the kids. I got to do a little scrap booking- so all in all it was a good weekend.

I have a new plan- so many folks want me to do scrapbook albums for them- and I just do not have the time. So I have decided that I will make 4 duplicates of layouts that I make. one for me, one for a family gift album, and two to put in an album to sell. Not sure how far I will get with my plan- but that is the plan this week.

I can not believe February is almost over. Bring on the warm weather and the lake time!

Trey making a shot before the game started

He just towers over the other kids

One layout I did this weekend

This is my first of my duplicate layouts

VD!

2011-02-26T00:34:00.002-07:00

Got your attention didn't I? Where is your mind? I am showing you all about Taya's Valentine's Day box!

I have been a bad blogger- just trying to keep up with everything and stay out of the hospital.

Jen loves making fancy Valentine's Day boxes and her years of doing it are going to be coming to a close soon- so she worked on Taya's castle for her. Taya was very happy with it- I think you can tell from her smile!

Sports for this quarter are winding down and I will try to update on that soon.

Jen is going to be going to days soon, so that will make me happy!

Lots to catch you up on- I will try to work on it.

Jen put Taya's head on Ariel- funny huh?

You can't tell but inside the castle, all the princess's are dancing at a ball.

Jen is such a great parent- just one more reason why I love her so!

I have a new baby!

2011-01-29T00:07:00.002-07:00

Gotcha- my beautiful and amazing daughter has a new daughter- Arianna Lynn and I therefore have a new baby- see how that works?

Amber just delivered her third daughter and she is so beautiful just like her Mama. I am so proud of her. We had to go see them and love on them for awhile. I wish my health was not so hit or miss and I would go stay with her for a few days to help take care of her- but I am so scared to get to far away from and hospitals that know me.

Have you ever seen such a wonderful baby?

Dylan holding the baby.

Amber tired but still looking ravishing!

17 inches long-so not longer that a cup of coffee.

Happy Granny holding the babe.

I just love this family and I pray for a wonderful life ahead.

Happy Birthday-NOT!

2011-01-19T18:41:00.002-07:00

So Sunday was my Birthday- Birthday's have never been anything really exciting- but it's your Birthday. Saturday was a long day- I was trying to work on 2 1/2 hours of sleep- Toby had a wrestling match that lasted 12 hours- we did not know it was going to last that long- so I had nothing to eat or drink all day- and apparently it was too much for my stupid body and my sickness reared it's head. I have Cyclic vomiting syndrome.

So I knew I was headed to the ER- I had my neighbor take me in- not wanting to bother Jen at work- and hoping by the time she got home Sunday morning- I would be feeling better- well not the case- she was pissed that I went to the ER without telling her- I was not feeling better and it was my Birthday. By Sunday night I was back in the ER for meds and fluids- but it still did not help- Monday morning I told her I really thought something was wrong and I better go to the Dr. I was in his office all of about 5 mins before he told her to take me to the hospital to be admitted. You know you are sick when that actually sounds like a good idea. Finally we were able to get my illness under control and I am home again- trying to take it slow- as slow as you can with 5 kids and a full time business to run!

So, I am going to skip my Birthday this year and hope that next year will be better.

Sledding

2011-01-10T19:45:00.002-07:00

Today was a good day to go sledding-we got like 8 inches of snow last night- so after school we dug out the four wheeler and played for a little while- I mean a little while too because it was so cold!

We only got to play with Dylan because Taya is sick, Trey was at basketball, Toby at wrestling, and Bryce was off doing whatever it is teenagers do when they say they are doing homework!

Anyway, this is one thing I love about living in the country- we have lots of room to play!

Me- before I got cold and wet

This is me about to biff it

Jen having fun against her will

Dylan showing off

Dylan on the sled

Jenny Poo!

2011-01-09T00:20:00.001-07:00

Have I ever mentioned how much I love this girl? I am so blessed. Not sure what i did to deserve such a great spouse- but I am thankful everyday for what we have!

Do not judge us, for we know not what we do....

2011-01-09T00:02:00.002-07:00

Tonight we went to Extreme Midget Wrestling! I have not laughed so hard in a long time. I support midget abuse! It was so fun and the jokes were great! We took the kids and they enjoyed it too- it was a sold out performance!

Here is "Nasty Boy" with a choke hold on Trey

This is Baby Jesus the Champion

Down and out from a pizza tin!

OK- the half time show- I saw things that I am not sure I will ever get over- if I ever had any questions about how midgets fornicate- I do not any more! I covered the kids eyes during this part!

It was a lot of fun- I recommend it!

Bowling for New Years

2011-01-08T06:32:00.004-07:00

After spending many days in the house for Christmas break- Jen finally had a day off and we took the kids bowling. Bryce and Toby did not go, and it irritated me a bit- because they can go with their girlfriends but not their old Mom- I know this is just the beginning- but I had fun with my other three.

I am not a good bowler, nor do I ever care to be- but it is fun to watch how competitive my kids are- and they are not very good either. When the Twins were not looking, I was changing my score to get strikes and spares- it was so funny to watch them get irritated because I was winning- had they been paying any type of attention, they would know I never even knock more than 5 pins down! Jen and I were laughing so hard- I almost bowled a perfect 200! We are still giving them a hard time about how poorly they bowl. Oh the joys of picking on your own kids! lol

Trey, going in for the kill shot

Dylan just likes to pose, I think

Gutter ball

Taya has a future in bowling- at least a fashion statement!

The Family- I love them!

Goodbye sweet Leke

2011-01-06T09:08:00.003-07:00

When we came home from a day of errands, Leke was laying on the ground and looked dead- we rushed her to the Vet- but she was really cold and really in b=very bad shape. She only made it a few hours. Not understanding what happened or how a dog could die so quick- we thought she was poisoned or feared something might have made her sick and the other dogs were in danger.

We had the Vet do an autopsy of sorts and it seems her gut got twisted and her intestines broke open and leaked bowel into her body and stomach- so there was nothing that could have been done.

We are so very sad to lose her- Rest in peach sweet girl. We will always love you!

Bryce-LOL

2011-01-05T20:44:00.003-07:00

I had to share this funny shirt that Bryce got for Christmas! Remember he is 16 and dating a Sophomore in College- not sure she thought it was as funny as we all did!

Out of control!

2011-01-04T20:43:00.003-07:00

So, we are now a 6 phone- cell phone family. That is just out of control! I honestly only wanted to get one for Trey- I did/do not think Dylan is ready- but how do you buy a phone for one twin and not the other? So, Dylan lucked out and got one too.

However, we are a cruel family! The Twins thought they were getting them for Christmas- and we did not give them to them, they watched Christmas and the following days come and go with no phones- they were so disappointed but did not complain- so then we gave them to them on New Year's Eve- we just can't help but be a little mean! :)

While they were opening them- we called them to make the boxes ring!

Trey with his new phone

Dylan with his new phone

Lucky 11!

2011-01-03T19:40:00.005-07:00

Just in case we did not have enough going on for the holiday's, I had a dog due on Christmas Day! So I stayed close to home all week! On Jen's days off- we did nothing because I was sure she would have them while I was gone. She was miserable.

Here is Leihua on the couch a few days late

Here is her big belly- this is where she lives at my feet

She was big- for her and we thought maybe 5 or so- I actually took these pictures to send to my Mom because we both thought she was not very big!

New years Day- I went to run a few errands and came home to make dinner. I was just loving on her, when all of a sudden I got a weird feeling and called to her and she would not come- I walked into my bedroom and there was a baby on the floor. I rush into Mom mode and try to get her set up where she is supposed to have them and again she won't come- I tell Jen to go get her and she has another one! Finally we get her all set up- 7 hours later- she has 11 beautiful babies born! 6 boys and 5 girls. 11 babies born on 1-1-11. Must be lucky!

She is such a great Mama!

Somewhere in this bunch is our new female- Ika. Pronounced "e ka"- it means strong in Hawaiian. I love you Leihua- you are the best dog in the world!

Christmas 2010

2011-01-02T19:40:00.006-07:00

OK, I finally got the Christmas pictures up- I am catching up slowly. Jen got off work at 8 a.m. and came home and made the mistake of saying Merry Christmas to Taya- then she remembered it was Christmas. We kept her bust until about 9:30, when she decided she needed to go wake her brothers so we could open gifts!

I think everyone had a nice Christmas- Jen went back to bed- and we farted around until family came over that night for dinner and to open gifts.

Hope everyone had a nice Christmas.

Bryce helps Taya get her baby out of the box- while Trey shows off his new hat!

Trey is into these long weird socks!

Jen got a new gun belt!

Dylan got some Under Armor shoes

Dylan loves the Cowboys

Toby is on his second X-Box

Taya loves Fancy Nancy!

Toby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Don't I look like I just crawled out of bed!

Bryce looks a little sleepy too!

Jen and Moo

Christmas Eve 2010

2011-01-01T22:05:00.003-07:00

On Christmas Eve, we let the kids open one gift before Jen had to go to work. We try to steer them towards something cool, so they are not opening PJ's or something they will not be too happy with.

Jen had to work all night- so I was on my own with the kids- I am thankful that the older ones understand all about Santa- so they can help out some!

We left out cookies for Santa and oats for the reindeer. It was sort of a lonely night for me with Jen gone. Dylan was in Greeley with my Ex- he likes being the only kid there. :)

Bryce and Trey

Taya got a Leapster, and Toast is annoyed that we are bothering her nap

Trey helped make more cookies!

Toby- always has to make sure his hair looks cool

Good night Moo- Santa is on his way!

None sense!

2010-12-30T23:26:00.002-07:00

I have not written a post about my crazy daughter in awhile- oh this child makes me laugh!

She loves Fancy Nancy- and Fancy Nancy uses big words- so she is always asking me for new words- lately she likes the word None sense! Instead of true or false- we play none sense and reality. Like a car has wings- None sense! The other day we went to see Yogi bear- and while the movie was pretty quiet, Yogi starts talking and Taya is laughing so loud and says- "That's None sense"- the whole theatre cracked up laughing.

This Christmas she is so into Santa and what she wants- when Jen takes her to Wal-mart, she is hiding toys that she wants behind things and under shelves- so worried that they will run out and she will not get what she wants.

When you tell her you love her she says"Aw, I love you too and I care about you."

One day she says- "Mama, you are pretty" Silly me thinking she is giving me a compliment I say, "Thanks Moo"- and she responds with- "But, not as pretty as me!"

These are just some of the crazy things my kid does. Here she is with her friend Chloe- they got tattoo's and to my horror- they put them on their necks! Who puts tattoos on their neck? My kid does.

Toby Turns 13!

2010-12-30T13:25:00.003-07:00

I am a few days behind on posts-so I am still trying to play catch up!

On December 23rd- my little Toby turned 13! I now have 2 teenagers- how can this be? My little baby that the Dr.'s told me would not make it- to not get to attached to him, because the chances were not not good that he would survive- is a big 13 year old boy now!

Toby, you are an amazing kid, a great student, a wonderful athlete, and a very caring and giving soul. I am so proud to be your Mom. Go Team Toby! I love you!

Blowing out candles

The cake that Taylor made him

New Jeans!

Opening gifts at Pizza Hut

Toby and Taylor.

December Game Night

2010-12-29T17:23:00.003-07:00

I do love game night- our games nights have gotten too big, so now we can only invite a few small families over. This night we invited over Taya's dance teacher and her family- the husband is also Dylan's wrestling coach and of course Bryce and Toby's girlfriends!

I made friend chicken, a whole bunch of Christmas treats for dessert and then we played Guesstures and Pictionary. the girls made a gingerbread house and then wanted to eat it. Who eats the gingerbread house? I mean the candies yes, but the old, hard, stale gingerbread?- yuck!

Matt, Garrett, and Trey playing Guesstures-

The gang at the dinner table

Karlie, Taya, and Ali making the gingerbread house.

Bryce and Megan

and me- smiling because my team ALWAYS wins!

Christmas treats

2010-12-21T00:29:00.000-07:00

Well we made our Christmas treats- we made:
Rice crispy Treats
Fudge
Hay Stacks
Choc covered Pretzels
Chex Mix
Oatmeal cookie sandwiches
Sugar Cookies
Carmel Puff corn
Spritz cookies
Baby Ruth bars
Peanut Brittle

I love goodies!

Toby, Bryce, Taya, and Bryce's girlfriend (the one in college), Megan helped me- It was sure nice having help- that has never happened in all my years of baking!

Bryce and Toby and arguing with Megan about the size of the pan- so they are trying to read what size it is- and how could I not take this picture?!

Tay in her new apron, helping making Choc covered pretzels

Toby stirring the chocolate

Can you believe this kid is 12? he is HUGE!

Taya likes to get her picture taken

Life goes on

2010-12-18T21:10:00.004-07:00

Not much going on- and everything going on. Jen started a new job a few months ago as a Sheriff Deputy- but she has to work nights 7-7- I am a big baby and I hate it- I can't sleep until she gets home- but then I can't sleep because I have to get the kids to school and activities and it just sucks. She really likes it much more than the prison- so I can only complain here. :)

Dylan is wrestling, Trey is in basketball, Toby is wrestling, and Bryce is working. Taya has dance and gymnastics- so I stay pretty busy. Taya does not have school on Friday and if you have ever tried to keep a 4 year old quiet- it does not work, so we try to do stuff all day while Jen is sleeping, but it is hard to come up with new ideas every week.

I have really been enjoying this warm weather we have been having- it makes me so happy to not have snow. We have a new corn stove- so I am enjoying that.

We have new puppies- and more on the way- dogs are like humans- in that they all come into heat at the same time- so we have like 4 litters due within a month. I am not complaining- just saying I will sure be busy.

I am not ready for Christmas- the gifts I did wrap and put under the tree, Taya opened. Even if they were not for her- she opens them anyway.

Bryce still does not have grades good enough for a driver's liscense- will I be driving him around until he is 30?

I think I am in a funk- maybe I need Prozac! :)

Wordless Wednesday- Trey!

2010-12-15T15:45:00.003-07:00

Corn Stove

2010-12-01T23:44:00.003-07:00

Well I guess the corn stove did not work out so well. This is what the side of the house looks like where it vents. Can you say fire hazard?

I was dreaming the other night that everywhere I went people were telling me that I smelled like a cabin- like smoke- I would tell them that it was the corn stove. Then out of a dead sleep Jen is yelling- "get up, hurry, the house is filled with smoke!" Sure enough the house was filled with smoke from the stove. The hopper was on fire- so we opened all the windows and put the fire out.

This is the second fire we had in the stove- so something must be wrong with it- teach me to save a little money and order from the internet from a company I know nothing about!

So, I am trying to get my money back- but no response yet from the company and I ordered a new corn stove locally- keep your fingers crossed that this one works. I painted the side of the house and the ceiling in our bed room because it was also black but I forgot to take a picture of that.

I guess my dream was trying to tell me something- but I was not listening.

Happy Birthday Trey and Dylan!

2010-11-22T22:14:00.002-07:00

How is it possible that my little twins that were placed in my arms 11 years ago today are getting older?

Happy Birthday Trey and Dylan- I am so proud of the young men that you are becoming! I love you!

Dylan

Trey

Halloween 2010!

2010-10-31T22:02:00.005-06:00

I heard this joke the other day...Why didn't Frankenstein have any kids?

(Answer at the end of the post!)

I hope everyone had a fun Halloween- we had a busy one- starting with Taya not feeling well on Friday- so I looked in her throat and knew without a doubt she has strep- so off to the Dr. for a strep test which was positive. Great!

The Dr. gave her some liquid penicillin- knowing better I asked for it to be flavored- we get home and I go to give it to her and she spits it all over me- I was pissed! It had already been a long day, she was whinny and not feeling well and now I am covered in pink, sticky medicine- so we tried again with the same result. How do you force a 4 year old to take medicine that she does not want to take? Oh, and I forgot to mention she has to take it 4 times a day!

Some days I am just done with her trying my patience! She also hates dance class all of a sudden and does not want to go. She throws a fit, kicks the wall and screams. Did I also mention that when we went to the Dr. she refused to talk to him- she would not answer one of his questions and hid behind me the whole time- so embarrassing- then wen we got to the car and she was chatting my face off- I asked her why she would not talk to the Dr. She said, "he called me Taya, that is not my right name" She refuses to talk to anyone who does not call her Tay Tay! Shoot me now- please.

Dylan with his pumpkin

Toast thinks he needs some help

Toby- not to excited about carving pumpkins

Turtle goes for a ride on Toast with Jen's brother

Tay and her pumpkin

Dylan, Tay and Trey at the High school during Bryce's parent teacher conf. that he did not want us to go to

Dylan and Hilda

Trick or Treat street group

Tay at school

Answer: Because he had a hallow weenie! LOL

The rest of the kids

2010-10-27T21:07:00.002-06:00

I already posted Bryce's picture- and I finally got the rest of the kids so I better post them.

Life has been busy around here- I just want to chill and relax, but it does not happen. basketball and wrestling are about to start- Bryce is still playing football. Taya is starting gymnastics on top of the three dance classes she takes- UG!

Next weekend I will be at scrapbooking for 4 days- I can't wait- I may even take a nap!

Dylan 10- 5th grade

Trey 10- 5th grade

Toby 12- 7th grade

Tay Tay 4- Pre-School- love this picture BTW!

Pumpkin Patch

2010-10-17T14:19:00.003-06:00

I always loved taking the boys to the Pumpkin Patch- now they think they are too old to go- so we took Taya. She had a lot of fun.

We decided to take Toby to his first Haunted House this year- he took his girlfriend and we had a great time. I think Bryce was about 14 when we took him. It is fun being able to do stuff with them as they get older.

I am not a big fan of corn mazes. I have zero sense of direction and after awhile I do not think it is fun to be walking around a field of dried corn- but I did OK on this day!

Only mu daughter would wear a dress to a pumpkin patch!

Going for a train ride!

Mama and Tay Tay

What a photo opportunity!

Tay Tay in the corn maze!

Boo!

2010-10-14T23:57:00.003-06:00

Have I ever mentioned how much I love my Cricut? I made this Halloween decoration with it tonight. Not really sure how I am going to store it- but it is cute for this year!

One ends, another begins!

2010-10-11T21:21:00.003-06:00

Bryce is finally eligible to play football! Due to bad grades last Spring- he had to sit out for 6 games! I gotta hand it to him, he still went to practice and busted his butt even though he could not play- and now he is back in the game. Number 47! These teenage years are killing me!

Toby's team won the Championship on Saturday with 2 more TD's from Toby! So his season is over for 7th grade!

2010-10-07T17:09:00.002-06:00

I am loving my new Imagine- I have never been a card maker- but I am sure having fun playing witht his awesome machine and these are some cards I made today!

A Birthday card:

Wordless Wednesday!

2010-10-06T21:07:00.004-06:00

My 12 year old champion number 39!

My new scrapbooking friend!

2010-09-28T20:01:00.011-06:00

I wanted to show you some pages I have done- but these pictures are loading sideways and I have no clue how to fix it-can anyone help? Please? I even loaded the pictures sideways hoping it would flip them- but it picks and chooses which ones it wants to flip.

I got a new Cricut machine- it prints and cuts and I love it! I have been scrap booking about 4 pages a day. Have I ever mentioned how much I love to scrapbook?

I had to buy a new cartridge just for the train tracks.

My new Cricut Imagine!!! I love this machine

A page I made

Some pictures

2010-09-20T21:15:00.003-06:00

Bryce's Jr. Year

Trey football- heavy weights

Dylan football- middle weights

Taya the morning of school pictures

No pictures of Toby yet- they are not back yet. Not much going on here- just busy with kids on 4 different football teams, having a teenager dating a College girl is taking it's tole on me!

I get my new scrap booking machine tomorrow and I just can not wait- I will have to show you some of the amazing projects that it does!!

I can feel fall in the air- and I am not happy- I love Summer- and I hate the snow- I need to live where it is warmer.

Hope everyone is doing great!

Cat girl and Facebook!

2010-09-16T23:08:00.002-06:00

This is how my daughter fell asleep- she thinks she is a cat- so she lays on the back of the couch with the cat!

On the Facebook front- I think I am going to move my posts back to my blog- I have too many friends on FB that it has become awkward- family, and parents of kids on my children's sports teams that I really have never had a conversation with in my life- I know you say- just ignore them- but we live in a small town and what if I offend someone? I am a pleaser! So it has just become weird on FB. How do you deal with FB requests from people you are not sure you want to know everything about your life?

John Lynch Commercial

2010-09-11T23:03:00.001-06:00

Well here is the puppy commercial that I did with my pups- hope you like it- it was fun.

Our puppies were in a commercial that was released today- kind of fun!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=unYRiSRtuLE

Kate

Dog Days of Summer

2010-09-08T22:50:00.002-06:00

So the day before they close the pool for good- you can bring Fido down for a swim- it seems we are always busy during this time- but this year it worked out- so we brought Lei hua- she loves the water. We stayed for about an hour and had fun with her- I sure do love this dog.

The Dive

Fetch

Reach for the step

My girl swimming- other dogs watching!

Waiting for Jen to say it is OK to go in the water.

Animals bring us such good pleasure- I am certainly thankful for mine.

Football

2010-08-26T22:41:00.001-06:00

Toby is number 39- now I have all four boys on 4 different football teams! Since I am not a big fan of the sport- it should be a fun season! :)

I figured out the other day- if each child needs to go two places a day, and forgets just one item a day then I am making 45 car trips a day- ug!

Summer is ending...

2010-08-16T12:22:00.003-06:00

Summer is my favorite time of the year- we just love the sun. When we go tot he lake- all our friends are sitting in the shade- and Jen and I have moved our chairs into the sun- we just can't get enough.

We went to the lake again this weekend. One more trip and then that is it- we will camp for Labor Day. School starts tomorrow. I really enjoy having the kids home- so I am bummed out that they have to go back already.

We finished up sports physicals today. Toby hurt his wrist in football already- so we need to go to the Dr. to get an x-ray later today.

I always remember people saying that kids grow up fast- but I am really starting to get it now- I just want time to stop- Bryce only has 2 years left- I have no kids in elementary school anymore- it is crazy!

Hope everyone else is enjoying these last few weeks or days of summer.

Root Beer loves to ride the jet ski

Look at this camping Diva mess!

Trey making some cookies

Toot Beer camping

Newest Lifeguard!

Swimming

2010-08-09T21:39:00.003-06:00

And the pointed toes!

Belly Flop

Notice the leg!

Taya is enjoying swimming lessons- the Twins on the other hand hate life because I am making them take a class to work on their stroke- lol!

School starts for us on Tuesday and so will the craziness- so I am trying to enjoy these last few days of summer. We are going to the lake this weekend and again for Labor Day- but then that is about it for this year! :(

I am giving up!

2010-08-08T20:42:00.003-06:00

So, I am frustrated and tired today- it was a long day, Taya was being a brat- school clothes shopping with Toby is painful to say the least- I get home and go to give the dogs fresh water, spray for grasshoppers, and water the trees- outside maybe an hour- while Taya was inside with Jen and Dylan- I come in and her room looks like this!

I asked her time and time again to clean her room, and she said she did not feel like it-

So I bagged up most of the toys, a lot of her clothes- and I am dropping them off tonight to get rid of them. Taya was screaming and crying and telling me I was so mean.

Here are 4 of the 6 bags.

and now her room looks like this! I am much happier- and she has 6 bags of crap less to mess it up with!

Some days- like today I try to remind myself that this won't last forever- I was really grouchy with Jen because I am tired of doing it all- but she is leaving for work again- so now I get to tackle the living room- which looks almost as bad as Taya's room used to.

Bryce gets off work at midnight- and since I am a mean Mom and won't let him get his license I have to go get him- so I can't even go to bed and pull the covers over my head and try to forget about this horrible day!

Slowly but shurly

2010-08-07T15:31:00.002-06:00

we are making some bathroom progress..... The contractor told Jen he wanted more money and she said that we have given them half- and when it is done they will get the rest- so they are working a bit faster now.

New tub roughed in

New 5 foot shower- at least I will be able to move a little.

Destroying another bathroom

2010-08-05T22:01:00.004-06:00

This shower is way to small!

This tub is too big!

So bye, bye tub...

and bye bye shower!

Horrible Day- but cute kitties

2010-08-02T12:14:00.002-06:00

So yesterday was a horrible day. Root Beer got locked in our tack room by accident. This is a very small room with no windows and no fresh air- so it gets really hot like a car would. When I found her she was passed out and limp. I pulled her out and drenched her in cool water, took her inside in the a/c and after 40 mins still nothing.

I called my neighbor who is a nurse, because I did not know what to do- I was waiting for the Vet to call back- so she came over and then I lost it- Root Beer was panting so hard- and it was just so awful- I was sure she would die- and I was pissed because she was locked in there and I did not know- and so many emotions were flooding me. Dylan and I were just bawling, sure this was the end- Toby has no emotion- he does not like animals and poor Trey was trying to help.

So, we hurried her to the Vet- she was not opening her eyes or responding in any way. he put her on fluids- and I was freaking out- because he was not moving fast enough. I was crying and I did not want to know how bad it was. He put the IV on full blast- gave her some other medications to help her brain from swelling- and took her temp- we got it down to 92! 102 is normal- so now we had to warm her up! We put her on a heating pad- and she opened her eyes- after a few hours she was wagging her tail and I have never been happier. Finally he sent her home with a new IV bag after I told him there was no way she was staying at the Vet so don't even ask.

Once we got home- Root Beer was tired of the IV- so when it was about 3/4 empty I took it out- she went outside and is slowly getting her sea legs back. I am so thankful- I had nightmares all night about her being in that room, and what she was thinking, and I know it is all not rational but I feel like shit.

I spend more time in a day/week with Root Beer then anyone else in my life and I am thankful she is OK. I know most folks don't really like her- because she is a grouchy old dog- but I sure love her.

On a better note- look how cute the kittens are sleeping together.

First Job!

2010-07-29T09:23:00.004-06:00

I promised Bryce I would not post his picture on Facebook- but I said nothing about my blog! Hee Hee. So he got his first job at McDonald's! He has these grand illusions that he will be making $400 a week- I am so glad the real world is going to slap him in the face soon. It is hard to grow up! Proud of him for getting a job- I am still not letting him get his license until his grades are better- and it is a very sore spot with him- but that is my job to teach him responsibility! I really hope he enjoys his job- as much as one can enjoy a job at McDonald's.

I am bored

2010-07-26T14:27:00.002-06:00

I have been wanting to replace the tub for awhile now- in fact I think I bought the new tub in January and nothing has gotten done- so I just started tearing it up- so now it has to get done. However, it is a bigger project then the "how to" sheets at Home Depot- the plumbing needs to be welded and the boys are super tall so the shower head thingy needs to be moved up- so I had to call in the professionals. The old tub was cast iron- so I am glad someone else had to lift it out! I did the demolishing part of it!

So now that this project is almost done- I also think I am going to tear apart my master bath because I have always hated it- Jen just shakes her head at me- but what else am I supposed to do to keep myself from being bored?

Camping

2010-07-25T14:56:00.003-06:00

We had a great time at the lake over the weekend- we left Thursday and then the boys came to meet us Friday night after camp so they could play too. Bryce, of course wanted to go home so he could see his girlfriend- ug!

I am so sad that there are only a few weekends left before school starts. Why does summer go so fast and winter is so slow? We are going to camp again in August and then for Labor Day but that is it- so sad.

We had such a good time on the boat and jet ski- the Twins were standing on the tube taunting the boat driver to knock them off- it was pretty funny. Taya even flipped- she was with an adult and another child- and they were fine- but her brothers were in the water so fast to make sure she was ok- it was pretty cute.

Trey puts on some sunscreen

Dylan before he drank pickle juice- yuck!

My honey chillin

Taya and some friends on the tube

Taya and Douglas rubbing dirst on the whale

Going to camp

2010-07-22T13:45:00.002-06:00

Every year from Kindergarten on- we send the kids to camp- first they go for 2 says and work up to a week. This year Trey, Toby, and Dylan all went during the same week- usually I have to make 3-4 trips to camp for drop off and pick up- it is about a 4 hour drive each way.

Bryce wanted to go with me to drop his brothers off- and while we were there he decided he wanted to stay. I am really glad he stayed- but that meant I had to drive down the Mt. for 2 hours- go buy him clothes for camp, and then take them back up to him. I did it-and I know he will have fun.

I sure miss them all though. Bryce is in a pre-counselor camp and will get to go water rafting. the other boys will do ropes courses. I remember going to camp as a kid and how much I loved it!

Dylan rock climbing

Sky Ranch is their camp

Toby hiking- doesn't he look happy?

Bryce and Trey at camp

Root Beer, along for the ride

Almost wordless Wednesday

2010-07-21T11:05:00.003-06:00

Tay and I went to the zoo yesterday and this beautiful peacock was showing off. I am amazed at how stupid people are- trying to chase them and step on their feathers- I loved it when the peacock charged at a guy- he was so funny! You should have seen the guy run! Serves him right.

We have a new family member....

2010-07-20T22:03:00.003-06:00

Jesse has joined our family- Tay just realized that she looks like her- so we had to buy her. She has played with her for 2 days- she never plays with toys that long- so that makes me happy to see her so happy.

We went to the zoo today- it was pretty fun just Tay and I- the boys are all at camp this week.

I still have not cleaned my closet- I need to because I am having a yard sale next weekend.

We took Tay to see Toy Story in 3D- it was her first 3D movie. My brother did not take his son to see it because he heard it was too stressful on children- anyone else feel that way?

I made strawberry crepes for dinner- they were so good! That is about it from us- busy summer.

Help! I need serious intervention

2010-07-14T21:08:00.002-06:00

I hate to throw things away- and I am a stuffer- when I clean house I throw everything in my closet- so it looks like this...

Mind you this closet is 14 feet long- so that is a lot of stuffing- but I cleaned it the other day and now it looks like this:

However- I really did not throw anything away- I just moved it all to the shop for a future yard sale! I have been collecting stuff for 4 years for a yard sale!

Most people have only 1 closet- often having to share it with a spouse- I also have another closet that looks like this:

Oh my I am going to clean this one next!

However- if I need an intervention- then so does Jen- because her closet looks like this:

Lord help us- we are collectors!

because we do not have enough animals....

2010-07-14T14:16:00.003-06:00

We went to get Taya a new kitten and she likes one and I liked the other- so we brought both home.

This is Napkin- he was found in a dumpster

This is Easy Mac- she was born in the shelter

This is Napkin's hair on the fly strip- Taya put him on the counter so he could get a fly and he got stuck to it- it was very sad or else I would have gotten a picture- so this is the best I can do!

Wordless Wednesday!

2010-07-07T19:11:00.002-06:00