I really miss my Mom everyday but on Mother's Day I am reminded how much of my life she has missed and that she never got to meet 4 of my kids. My Mom was an alcoholic and it makes me mad that she is gone. I wish I could just call her and talk.
Don't get me wrong- I love being a Mom- but for me Mother's Day is about My Mom.
I have Step Mom that has been in my life since I was in Fourth grade and I am appreciative of her- but I still miss my Mom.
I miss the little things like:
Calling her anytime day or night
Talking to her about anything
How she loved me despite anything I did
The sound she made when she cleared her throat (weird I know)
Watching her get ready
Her handwriting on letters she wrote me
How excited she was to have a Grand baby
How much she loved cats
Her smell- Chanel #5
Just having a Mom
A roller coaster couple of weeks
2 days ago