For the most part- I really enjoy breeding dogs- yes it is a lot of work to feed and water and clean them day after day- the Vet bills, the dog food expense, collars, toys, microchips all that stuff- not to mention the hours I spend researching dogs and having them flown into this country.
I just get tired of bitchy Phycho customers that you can never make happy and they bum me out.- the dog is not white enough, or big enough, or pretty enough and no one cares about the personality of this little pup. UG!
Jen got a job- we are not posting it yet because that is a whole nother drama with my ex BFF- she has gone crazy again and I have decided the relationship is no longer healthy for me- so Tada it is over- anyway- we don't want her to know where Jen is working and that she will be out of the state for a month- I am freaking out about that- we have never spent 2 nights alone- it is seriously going to cause me some stress- and what if I get sick and need to go to the hospital? There are not many people I would want to see me like that. I think of Michelle and I know how strong she is and she is alone for month on end- so surly I can go 1 month. right?
So I am just mopey and been busy and not had a lot of time to myself or with Jen- I need to fix that. OK I am done bitching now. I am leaving you with pictures of why I do what I do- these babies are so cute!
A letter to Hannah's birthmom
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