Well the remodel is moving along and now I have to make all kids of decisions and it stresses me out. What size windows do I order? How many windows? A 5 or 6 foot door? Sliding or french? Bay or bowed windows- UG I wanna pull my hair out.
I went to make easy decisions- pick out lights- wrong! The only thing I did decide on was the cutest pink ceiling fan for Taya that has butterflies and hearts on it. I also know I will be paining her room pink and chocolate. I have no clue if I want a hanging light over the table- or a light that is flush with the ceiling.
Then I have to figure out where to put the appliances, and the cupboards, and I want the sink in the corner with big windows and the construction guys look at me like I am crazy- then I begin to doubt myself- maybe I am crazy. I know normal people might have a blue print or a plan- but not us- I just decide to build on and tear out walls- and so far it has all worked out- on the two other additions we have built- but a kitchen is a lot of decisions!
Then how will we decorate the kitchen? A country theme? Mickey Mouse kitchen? African? I don't know. I would like someone to help me- Jen has no clue- the construction guys say just tell them what to do and they will do it- Home Depot says to bring them in a floor plan with all the outlets and stuff- well I have to decide that too- where to put the outlets.
Ok I know in the grand scheme of things this is nothing to stress over- but I think about it all the time!
Tomorrow is divorce court round three- I will let you all know how it goes.
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